Tuesday, March 18, 2008

A BIT OF A REVELATION!

Hey y'all,

Well, it's been a very entertaining few weeks to say the least. There's nothing to update on the medical side of things. But I have come to a new conclusion for myself psychologically. I've been cruising along believing that I'm going to completely beat this thing. That was all well and good initially, but eventually it had me just laying around waiting for the miracle. The more I waited with nothing happening, the deeper the "funk" I was slipping into.

Currently, until I get the word from the tumor board that shoulda met this past monday, my current prognosis is 2-3yrs ... give or take a whole lotta shit. I personnally think that number crazy low, but that's just me. But I have come to grips with the fact that this bitch will eventually beat me (they seem to always do) and surprisingly this perspective change is working much better for me. For whatever reason its gotten me off the couch and doing shit so I'm going with it.

That's it for now. Gonna get some golf in before I try to go back to work.

BTW, I figured out the comment thingy on this bitch so please do make use of it and say hey. Let me know if I need to change anything.

Thanks again,

~Lu.

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